Brailsford family updates

 I'm typing this in my phone n the dark sat in smalls room waiting for him to go to sleep, so expect lots of mistakes living with boys there are plenty of those around here but that's not what I'm in here to talk about. One of my favourite parts of getting ready in the morning is putting a small squirt of perfume on, mostly because I know that the next thing that is likely to happen is small boy give me a hug goodbye And i know that some of the smell will transfer to him so he carries me with him throughout the day. I used to love when that happened with my mum's perfume, it meant if felt a bit lonely during the day or missed her it felt like she was with me, in fact the tale end of her perfume bottle was one thing I hoped would be passed on to me when she died so I could imagine her with me if I needed  We went to bressingham steam museum at the weekend, on one of the train ride we were in the carriage behind the engine, every whistle toot sent a flurry of smoke into o

 Well at least not growing anymore unknown peppers, but still enjoying things grown in our garden like delicious tomatoes, I've also been enjoying the sweet little tomatoes from other people gardens, that they've brought me with my lunch delivery, I've not been stealing them, we only seemed to grow big ones this year, but I do enjoy a cherry or plum tomato too. Last year we grew some so small we could barely hold them to pick them. Fortunately for me I was the only one who liked them so any that got picked I got to eat! We had an oncology consultant appointment this week, where we found out that the tumours have grown, we do now have to think again if we want to start ay treatment again or if we accept that these are the circumstances and it's not worth the side effects but better to enjoy family life more.